The darkness is creeping Ever closer to my soul Soon all that I am Will be lost to it all I cling to the light Hoping it’s bright enough But as the days go on… I worry more and more, When it’s finally here… Will I be brave? I am unsure, I am afraid
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NB: Thinking to myself on a quiet day while watching the news…. Oh Dear child Oh Dear child Please don’t be WE For WE have failed And left only misery WE gave into greed Bathed in hate Destroyed what WE loved And stomped on the weak. WE looked the other way To avoid all the […]
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I find myself lost inside my head Everybody is dancing but I don’t know the steps I stumble, wobble and crash as they stare Keeping to a beat that makes no sense. I look in awe, trying to understand I just want to fit in and dance those steps. But my brain let me, and […]
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Quiet pattering Quiet pattering On a lonely day Drowning the sorrow Ending the pain Disrupting the thoughts No more yesterday… Just the pattering, Thank you rain.
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NB: Had a care contract terminated… feeling very low and a bit scared about my future, since I am unsure anyone else will provide it. Abandoned again. Once again I have been abandoned The long yet short story of my life, No love or care is truly real It can vanish at any time I […]
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I think about those days, I think about those days, A lot more lately… The cold, The loneliness The hatred for existing. Living unseen Stepping over the drunks Hoping for food Crying a lot… Begging for help Being ignored Wandering lost Having no hope I think about those days… And they feel like yesterday Even […]
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Into the depths of the forest I roam Towards the darkness and the unknown To a place where time has slowed to a crawl And where man has no place at all. What will I find in this place untouched? Love? Despair? Hope? Fear? I am unsure, That’s why I must roam, To find the […]
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A name on a stone I am nothing A name on a stone Forgotten by all Who now roam I echo time To those who walk by Reminding all That time is cruel I am nothing A name on a stone Withering away In a world I don’t know…
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The Mirror Before my is a mirror Reflecting who I am I stare at it confused I don’t recognise whose there Its a me that’s very different One full of hope and dreams… But it makes me start to wonder Are those other “Me’s” still there? That confused terrified child That scared, alone teen The […]
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Inside my soul Inside my soul is a void An emptiness A hole I don’t know how to fill it To become whole once more I’m getting rather frustrated And perhaps a little mad I don’t like this version of me It’s not me at all So what do I do? How do I fix […]
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